Crazy 80's !

I am at this bar right at Christmas eve. I am surrounded by like 5 guys and the bartender.
What the fuck? I thought I was lonely !
But there is 5 guys in bar no females, close to where I live Manhattan. Its my new favorite joint,( I drink allot helps me sleep)
Why are these guys alone? I mean I have a reason I don't have family or friends outside prostitution( ok I have one but he is a Russian mob son so its still shady) but these normal guys, one a lawyer others bankers are so lonely.
I don't get it, its more people in Manhattan than in some countries in Europe. What's wrong?
Its crazy, in a sense they are more alone than I am when I was sleeping on streets street hustling.

Ohh well its fun signing 80's tunes with them. In an odd way it reminds me of why I like escorting, seeing this middle age guys dance, I can imagine the rebels and outcast they where as young.
I have shared many nights with the older versions of James Dean, and other icons of a lost time. These middle age men or older ones where warriors and its a sad thing to suddenly have fame, popularity and spirit pulled away from you. I love older men and women its so sexy. I been good at seeing and imagining the young person they are inside, through their eyes. I love that, their withering shell is just a cover for the spirit inside. Actually one of my favorite clients is an older hippie that loves to have three ways. Straight 50/50 bi and smokes weed like crazy he is in 60's. Come on these guys are the ones that lived the VH1 documentaries, I worship them.

So I love seeing them dance, maybe they come to this bar becasue they feel safe, to be young again. I don't know, but I do love people watching.