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some more eye candy...
for me, I really need to go home..anyone want to come with me ?
And What The FUCK was Tiger thinking ?

Culture shock...

I remember the first time I ever worked.
I was so nervous.
I was homeless and broke in New York.
I didn't know anyone and I was out of luck. I basically was couch surfing with an ex and my uncle had lied about cosigning a loan for me. I been tricked from my home country to USA with his false promise.
I needed money fast, so I went online..
I saw an ad for a Mandingo cuckold fetish for allot of money.
A wealthy white male wanted to see a live sex show with a black male and a white female.
I got the job, I just had to find a female partner...
Luckily I found a petite blond girl from Florida, hopeless cocaine addict and drunk but hey cant all be perfect. She was cute and 4'11 and tiny..
I was at the time 205 lbs..
I was so d drunk at that first gig the details are little fuzzy. I remember worrying if I could get hard.
Nonetheless I managed and the rush was amazing, for getting money for sex.
Anyway the whole black stud, Mandingo fetish was kind of weird for me. This guy screaming and asking if I ever had white woman before, if i liked white pussy and so on.
It was weird since I am from Europe.
Not only any part of Europe, I come from a place where our women are the most beautiful in the world.
Like natural beauty, they seriously don't wear allot of make up. And I never have had sex with a black female at that point.
( I have now...)
Anyway, I been feeling homesick recently since my father is ill and I keep getting reminded by my homeland all the time.

I miss it terrible, and whats funny is that although I am an oddity back home, I feel more at odds somehow here in USA.
In Europe my color was a curiosity, here I am a fetish.
I am supposed to play basketball, speak slang, be rough, rude and say ma nigga.
(something really funny since all the Asian kids on my block keep saying it 24/7..)

I love the diversity here in USA but there is less integration I feel, we have Asian neighborhoods, Irish, polish and black.
Its small social islands of culture. But whats remarkable to me is that they all call themselves American. I somehow feel that I can become an American more easily than I can become Scandinavian...
Ohh well here is tribute to my native country...
I miss it...

Best Sites ever...

I just found the coolest sites ever..
Besides being a member of Pipelayerz..NYC
thats right hahaha
thats a real name..
Black Pipelayerz, I love it..
I been really browsing online and found lots of cool sites to keep my sex addiction occupied.

I have to share..
Black Sticks in White Chicks
http://galleries.pimproll.com/d/bswc/vids/81859/10/index.html?p=ft&r=pimp4988&c=1&j=13&src=galleries
Cuckhold
http://cuckold-place.net/

Its like magic...
A new education...

News

I had a reading yesterday..
It went well.
I was dead nervous but its my second time reading, I think that I am getting more used to it.
The venue was Happy Ending, it was fun and felt safe being around allot of sex workers.
What was suprising to me was the number of people that recognized me, it was a little startling at first and especially after when two females invited me to drinks and dinner.
I obliged, but the funny thing is, that they wanted Damien Decker!!!
Not really the person behind the male escort.
See they are two different people, the one that does the reading is a character, he is the escort, the mandingo big black cock stud walking hardon!!!

The real me is slightly more intelligent that an character out of an interracial porn movie.
I hope.
Anyway I could have fucked them, but, thats what I get paid for, really the exiting part was the talking, the discussion, the normal hanging out and hugs.
That turned me on and gave me glimpses of what a normal life after escorting is.
That was fun.

Anyway, I am supposed to have a orgy next week.
A Indian buisness man wants to see me, he is bi, I am suprised that I am the main attraction, since he even wants to see massage alone with me.
I am basically going to be his sugarbabe and he wants me to have fun so I can bring up to two girls to have sex with while he watches me as long as he can feel my body and watch my cock.
Thats cool work seriously.

What else is new is that I will introduce writtings from two of my partners shortly,one brand brand new and one that I worked with and have worked for a long time.
Two contrasting views.
Bye for now..
BTW check out my man David henry Sterry..he is a former sex worker turned best selling author..
Cheers....